Teenage suicide

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 00:31:44 GMT

New username: iamanevilmonkey. don't ask. stupid thing wasn't letting me do anything so i got a new one. please add me. that means you Vinnie.

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 18:36:39 GMT

waiting for dad to pick me up, burning a cd. watched joan of arcadia and the oc this morning. dance last night... was pretty boring. stupid paige was there........ ahhhhh! with kate bell. it sucked ass. i hate them. vinnie was hilarious. i swear i was gonna piss my pants. he was so good as madonna. and if matt disagrees with that he can shove it

It doesn't matter.. I'll probably get hit by a car anyways

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 00:30:16 GMT

Today was boring... i had double bio... and mr. johnson was being kinda mean to Tyler. "Why are they spaced like that Mr. Johnson?" "It's a chart Tyler" It was really funny. THen he got upset at Floyd for making comments about Eliott being retarded. I feel really really bad. I was joking Justin! I would never do that to you. I love you... you are my Boy Scout buddie. Just don't inform him PLease! My life would be sooooo over... especially if he knew who i was. AHHHAHHAHHH! But know that i would never do that. I'm also sorry for the involuntary muscle spasm that caused me to slap you. Anyways... Shannon what is the dealio with your daddyio.... call me.

another survey thingy

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 03:39:31 GMT

Firsts & Lasts
First car: a green explorer
First date: 1st grade
First job: picking weeds
First screen name: sugarhigh07s
First self purchased album: N'sync's no strings attached. I was so proud of myself
First funeral: my grandpa's i was 3
First pet: 5 cats (rudy, abby, harry, moppet, buddy)
First piercing/tattoo: n/a
First friend: brandon waller
First little kid game: patty cake??
First enemy: Courteney
First big trip: Europe
First play/musical/performance: Carnival
First sport you played: soccer
first band you heard of: The Cars
Last good laugh: yesterday at No apologies: Nirvana's history on mtv
Last library book checked out: Ties that bind ties that break
Last movie seen: Charade
Last cuss word uttered: bloody
Last beverage drank: water to take pills
Last food consumed: mac and cheese
Last crush: my current one (Jacuzzi Master)
Last phone call: Shannon
Last tv show watched: I love the 80's strikes back: 1985
Last time showered: This morning
Last shoes worn: my bunny slippers that say its all about me deal with it
Last item bought: black fishnets, black dickies mechanics jacket, a tbs shirt, and a helluva lot of pins
Last annoyance: Fabian
Last disappointment: that jacuzzi smoked.... u know what
Last soda drank: Dr. Pepper @ home
Last key used: ummmm.... a piano one
Last sentence spoken: "Mom, Charades on channel 43"
Last sleep: about 12 hours ago
Last IM: Natalie.... but it was really shannon
Last ice cream eaten: brownie and choc. chip cookie dough
Last time amused: this morning.
Last time wanting to die: Two weeks ago.... that whole ariel fiasco
Last time hugged: today w/ my kitty
Last kiss: again my cat... i freely admit to no love life
Last chair sat in: I'm sitting in my chair now
Last time dancing: yesterday in my bedroom

thats it.... hahaha its sad really that i have no life. but you can as shannon says kiss my naturally white ass.


Marriage is love.

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 20:49:42 GMT

I looked on my calendar today... and realized yesterday was kurts birthday!!! I love you Kurt.... rest in peace.
But you see the things is why did he do it. I know he was under pressure but the world really suffered a great loss when he fired that shot on April 5th. I miss Kurt Cobain. He was so fucking awesome. I watched his unplugged and downloaded a bunch of songs. and played all apologies 6 times in one hour. I laughed at Dave Grohl's idiotic hair... and Chris Novoselic when he threw his guitar up and hit himself in the head. Then I sat in my room..... and had my cat go into a coma when i turned up the music. FYI: It was TBS

RIP Kurt
~Samantha

Where do bad folks go when they die?
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
They go to a lake of fire and fry
See 'em again 'till the fourth of July

I knew a lady who came from Duluth
She got bit by a dog with a rabid tooth
She went to her grave just a little too soon
And she flew away howling on the yellow moon

Where do bad folks go when they die?
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
They go to a lake of fire and fry
See 'em again 'till the fourth of July

Now the people cry and the people moan
And they look for a dry place to call their home
And try to find some place to rest their bones
While the angels and the devils try to make them their own

Where do bad folks go when they die?
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
They go to a lake of fire and fry
See 'em again 'till the fourth of July

New Tb album

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 05:36:18 GMT

Yes... there is a new tsunami bomb album coming out. due in june. i am so gonna be the first one in line. Its titled The Definitive Act and it has around 15 tracks. They are in Boston recording it.... go to punknews.org for more info. or tsunamibomb.com for junk about them... Another cool site: teganandsara.com. HAHA! I went shopping today. get new lip glosses and some of that lip venom junk from sephora. Its so cool. I cleaned my room for about 4 hours. Its pratically spotless. Downloaded some nirvana and sleater-kinney and tsunami bomb songs. i.e. mushy love song. Wrote those lyrics from the afore mentioned song.... by tbs on shoe. You know... The truth is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. My mom saw them and was like what is that. Its so depressing. I don't like it take it off. Thats all for now.

~Sammy:)

post script~ Thank you so much to genna: my savior for lending me a top.

REEFERS!!!

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 18:43:35 GMT

I totally predicted for this week that Matt Rogers would get through. America and i are so in tune. no pun intended. Watched the O.C. and i have decided that i hate the chino girl. Read Natalie and Justin's posts about the mall. So I am going to UTC today and Hot Topic tomorrow. I am looking for the tights Genna told me to get. I need the converse too. AAAHHH!!! And a black Members only jacket. Where the hell do i get one of those. I dunno. I downloaded Paradise City by guns n'roses. Its a weird song. I like it though.... I like Eric's song too. haha Justin - If i had a dollar for every sucker i'd be one rich mother fucker. Allison and I are one tournament apart from playing each other. HAHA... she is going down biotch. I am now 5'6" I am so happy. I am 2.5 inches taller than Brenda. HAHAHAHAHA. Oh Toxic just came on. The beginning of that song is so awesome. I love Anarchy Burger. I just wanna post the lyrics.

(News clip)

Anarchy
Kill a cat
Shoot James Brady in the back
Raise an army of rabid rats
Beat your neighbor with a bat

Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Anarchy burger
Hold the government

Anarchy
Go ape shit
Let them know you're sick of it
Write your congressman
Tell him he sucks
Only in it for the bucks

Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Anarchy burger
Hold the government

Your robbing can't sell anarchy burgers
And if you wanna be free
Order yourself an anarchy burger
Hold the government please

Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Anarchy burger
Hold the government

America stands for freedom
But if you think you're free
Try walkin into a deli
And urinating on the cheese

Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Hold the government please
Hold the government

Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Anarchy burger
Hold the government

Say fuck in front of your mom
FUCK!
And go to school and make an...

Anarchy burger
Hold the government
Anarchy burger
Hold the government

Toxic is an interesting song

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 19:05:14 GMT

doing research for both papers.... YAY!!! Was reading ali pia's post... its very interesting very long. sorta boring after first fifty lines. I need to go shopping so fucking bad. But thats okay. My mom wants to go with me... that means i don't need to pay. But i wanna go with other people. I need to be social. I have been so freaking bored locked in my house. Good news tho no more braces in 2 months. YES!!!! I am so fucking happy i could dance.

Bye
Samantha

.... and how was your weekend??

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 19:03:10 GMT

The last four days have been interesting. Thats the only word i can use to describe them. hehe... On Friday was the stupid senior freshman thing. Hello... Steve beer=booze. Ya, I can really see why Rachel is going out with you. Then we started watching secondhand lions. Note to self: never see this movie again, EVER. We were all sitting in the back and then Squier took out his lacrosse stick. HA, that thing is fun to play with. Justin and I were like bitch slapping each other cuz we both wanted the ball. Then like 5 minutes into the movie natty fell asleep. Then we were all like Justin is our footrest. And then Ms. Bright came over and was like shut up ya little brats. Well.... not exactly. She just told us to be more quiet. So ya then Shannon said something funny and I started laughing and then i snorted. Yep... I'm a real crowd pleaser. Thats all that really happened. Then Natty and i stayed at skool for like an hour after. She gave me Eric's cell number. Ahahahaha TRUE LOVE PEOPLES!! And we called him... and said nothing it was fun. Rohini was like OMG you guys are so weird. Then i went to dinner with my fam. And They got in a huge fight and i went and called Justin. Thats about it.... and then last night someone was talking about cholas. And my dad said that if natalie ever wantd to come over it would be cool... cuz ya i dunno at my house were big on socializing. thats about it

See ya,
Love ya
Bye
Sammy

Life... what a bummer (no anonymous posters PLEASE)

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 02:53:01 GMT

I read Ali's entry in her live journal. I think she was talking about me because i did sorta fly off the handle about some stuff. Speaking of rich people who have it "hard" Oliver on the OC is one crazy mofo... YA!
An update on the last two days. I am officially insanely weird. Natalie SHannon and i want to stick our uteri in steel boxes. And then do crazy shit with some other unmentionable thingys. Anyways, then Ashley was asking for all these cds... ya it was cool tho... shes really nice. Usually I get all pissy and shit but i don't really mind. As long as the person doesn't bug me about it. I just realized that i am rambling on and on. I got a valentine's thing from Zoe and everyone was like trying to get the chocolates and i was like BACK OFF BIOTCH!! And then Adam was like...ya... you had to be there. I had a lot of fun drawing on Kirk's arm today.... KIRK LOVES EP!!! haha... again you had to be there. S, N, and I were officially drunk today... ask Ryan and Brock... ya, good times... good times. Fake conversations with Eric Pardee rock my socks... ya. I was interrogating Josh, nuff said. And it took Ryan ten questions about ERic for him to catch on... hahahahaha. And then Brock thought I was talking to Fickling online. He was really surprised. Then natty and i argues about the convo Eric and I had... and how she was 6 up on me. How come I am never at these chance meetings... Natalie must plan these or some weird shit like that. We all went into the lockerroom cuz Shannon had to "piss like a racehorse" and so did Natalie. Then these weirdo seniors who had their shorts up to like their asses were playing hackey sack. What is it with upperclassmen guys and hackey sacks?!?!?! My god. Then Tessa asked us to read her ass... again you had to be there. Then JP came while natalie shannon and i were talking about the AMAZING BUSHMAN!! Not to be confused with that candy ass prezzie Bush.
I have to go to my dads tomorrow... fun... neat... i guess. Time to get out the old grody shoes and pants. JOY!!
Do YOU like my new icon... Brock and I were discussing this very interesting song this afternoon. But since I don't listen to the radio i am not as tired of it as he is. Rhetoric sucks a monkey's left nut. I hate Ms. Roberts. Kirk asked me if i was modeling... don't ask.

Buh bye...
I love you all
Don't post anonymously
~Sammy

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 00:24:06 GMT

. Full name: Samantha Bassman
2. Birthday: June 9, 1989
3. Age: 14
4. Sex: female
5. Social Security: ummmmm..
6. Where do you live? San Diego
7. What school do you attend? FPHS
8. Siblings? shanelle, christian, mikey
9. Pets: uhhh.... there are so many i won't even attempt to name them all
10. Zodiac Sign? gemini
11. Righty or Lefty: Right

*********YOUR LOOKS*********

12. Hair color: brown
13. Eye color: green, yellow, blue, gray
14. height: five 5.5 oh ya baby
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? sometimes i wear my glasses
16. Do you have any piercings? nope, but i want nose eyebrow and maybe cartilage
17. Where do you want more if you do? im good for now
18. Do you have any tattoos? nope, clean as a whistle
19. If so what and where? I have none
20. Do you wear any rings? nope
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? nah
*********JUST LATELY*********

23. How are you today? bpred, sore, pissy
24. What pants are you wearing right now? my uniform regulation skirt
25. What shirt are you wearing right now? my shirt from coast
26. What underwear are you wearing right now? can't remember
(natalie accidentally deleted number 27...oopsie me)
28. What song are you listening to right now? Alanis Morissette and Sublime
29. What is your favorite game? game?
30. How is the weather right now? afternoon
31. Last person you talked to on the phone? justin
32. Last dream you can remember? i was a basketball court, and people kept stepping on me
33. Who are you talking to right now? myself
34. What time is it? 4.15 pm

*********More about YOU!*********

35. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 4200
36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? charcoal
37. Have you ever almost died? choking on lettuce
38. Do you like the person that sent u this to? of course
39. How do you eat an Oreo? i eat it
40. What's the next CD you are going to buy? uh... best of sublime or weezer's hash pipe cd and pinkerton
41. What's the best advice ever given to you? i have no idea
43. Have you ever won any special award? yeah
44. Worst sickness you ever had? SARS
45. What's the stupidest thing you ever done? this would take all day
46. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be and why? i wanna be taller
47. Where do you shop the most? Hot Topic or the pink zone (it's right up MY Alley)
48. How many kids do you want to have? ummm 2 probly
49. Son's name? erik
50. Daughter's name? anslee
51. Do you do drugs? yes, puff the magic dragon man
52. Do you drink? i like cristal and red wine
53. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Loreal, redken, bed head, uhh
54. What sport do you hate the most? golf.
55. What are you most scared of? clowns
56. How many TV's do you have in your house? 4
57. Do you have your own? yes indeedy
58. Do you have your own phone line? i got a cellular device
59. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? tons
60. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractered a bone? Allison sorta sprained my wrist
61. What do you dream about? weird stuff...
62. Who do you tell your dreams to? friends
63. Who's the loudest friend you have? shannon
64. Who's the quietest friend?
65. Is cheerleading a sport? i hafta say yes cuz i almost was one (oh the horror)
66. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? 437
67. Chicken or the egg? llama

*********YOU and LOVE*********

68. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? nah
69. Do you have a crush? yes indeedy
70. Who is your crush? the jacuzzi master, shay-shay, partay
71. Did you send this to your crush? nope
72. Where would you like to go on your honeymooon? Saint Tropez or Sydney
73. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair, eyes, height
74. Do you consider yourself attractive? not even close
75. Do you find yourself ugly? yes
76. Do others find you attractive? i doubt it

INTEREST IN GUYS:

77. Boxers or briefs: boxers
78. Curly or straight hair? straight OR flippy outty shaggy
79. Tall or short: taller than me
80. Six pack or muscular arms? six pack
81. Good or bad guys? either a good guy with some bad guy qualities or a bad guy with some good guy qualities
82. Hat or no hat? what the hell kind of a question is this?
83. Tan or no tan? no farmer's tan
84. Dimples or not? doesn't matter
85. Stubble or neatly shaven? neatly shaven
86. What sport should he play? VOLLEYBALL
87. Sandals or shoes: shoes
90. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: same answer as # 81 both qualities
91. Dark or blonde hair: doesn't matter
92. Long or short hair: ok guys with hair down to their waists is just freaky but besides that it's all cool.
93. Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes: crazy cool, piercing blue, or electrifyingly green
101. Accent or no accent: i dunno
104. Glasses: doesn't matter
105. Freckles or none: doesn't matter
106. Shy or outgoing: outgoing
107. Funny or always cool: funny!!!!
108. Talkative or shy: talkative

*********Pick One: THIS OR THAT*********

109. Lights on/off? off
110. Sun or rain? sun
111. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)? neither
112. Do you like scary or happy movies better? Happy!
113. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? tsunami bomb
114. On the phone or in person? in person
115. Paper or Plastic? paper
116. Sausage or Pepperoni? cheese
117. Summer or winter: summer
118. Chocolate or white milk: white.. cuz according to natalie i am a CRACKER
120. Root beer or Dr Pepper: Dr. Pepper, how can you even ask?
121. Do you consider mullets a sane way to do your hair? not in a million years
122. what time is it now? 4.23

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 23:48:07 GMT

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

Well on a lighter note, things with everyone are slightly less strained, Allison is her normal bubbly self, and Shannon still doesn't wait for me in lunch lines. And Natalie is still trying to get eric to notice her, maybe she doesn't really like austin... HMMMM!!!

Dear Everyone,

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 04:45:43 GMT

I am so sorry I have been such a bitch lately. I got my "totm" this morning, so that explains the last few days, plus i lost my medication and that really helps me to not be a bitch. Sorry to Ali, Olivia, Ariel, Zoe, Natalie, Shannon, Justin, and everyone else. Please, i hope you can forgive me... and i hope we can stay friends. If not, well then I am sorry for all the trouble i caused for existing in your lives. And... I had a great time getting to know you all.

I am so sorry
Sammy

I put this song on when i am feeling blue

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 02:42:47 GMT

Who would have thought that so many of you hated me and stuff? Just to name a few reasons why i am sad would take forever and i am sorry but i gotta eat... Natalie and everyone else... if i don't come to school after this year... it ain't your fault its all mine.

They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew

And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway

Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
'Cause she's got nowhere to go

And she wonders where these dreams go
'Cause the world got in her way
What's the point in ever trying
Nothing's changing anyway

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway

And you know I see right through you
'Cause the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screamin'
You're not listening anyway

For those of you who don't know... go to iseejohnnyd's lj and the post entitled Not Guilty

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 01:44:04 GMT

To whoever wrote that post: thanks a lot... i thought you were someone i could depend on... I guess not. Thanks a lot for doing this. I really "appreciate it". I am sorry i ever trusted you with something in confidence... because although you kept the secret I feel betrayed by you. Yes I do say bad stuff about people... but have a conversation with someone else and they probably will too. Thanks for nothing. I guess its true what they say: Count on nobody and no one will let you down... fuck you ali.... I admit I do gossip... and sometimes i enjoy it. Maybe I should just reserve the shit talking for what i know and actually care about... you have absolutely no reason to tell me to shut the fuck up.

On a lighter note... I hate you all.... thanks a lot.... thanks for "caring" and "being" there. Maybe i should just leave this world... maybe a permanent release is what i need.... or maybe i just need to switch schools

Please tell me what you think. I think it would be perfect... maybe if i switched there I could be happy in isolation. Or maybe I should just live at my dads... invisible... in absolute chaos. With my happy family. Ya thats what I'll do. Thanks a lot guys for caring and for treating me like shit... you know who you are.

hey ya..

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 03:23:39 GMT

1, 2, 3, go!

My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know fa sho (Uh!)
But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me walk out the do'
Don't try to fight the feeling
'Cause the thought alone
Is killing me right now (Uh!)
Thank God for Mom and Dad
For sticking two together
'Cause we don't know how

Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya

You think you've got it
Oh, you think you've got it
But got it just don't get it
Til theres's nothing at all (Ah!)
We get together
Oh, we get together
But separate's always better
When there's feelings involved (Oh!)
If what they say is "nothing is forever,"
Then what makes
Then what makes
Then what makes
Then what makes
Then what makes (What makes? What makes?)
Love the exception?
So why oh, why oh
Why oh, why oh, why oh
Are we so in denial
When we know we're not happy here?

(Ya'll don't want to hear me
You just want to dance
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya)

Oh oh!
Oh oh!
Don't want to meet your daddy (Oh oh!)
Just want you in my Caddy (Oh oh! Oh oh!)
Don't want to meet your momma (Oh oh!)
Just want to make you come-a (Oh oh!)
I'm (Oh oh!)
I'm (Oh oh!)
I'm just being honest (Oh oh!)
I'm just being honest

Hey! Alright now!
Alright now, fellas! (Yeah!)
Now what's cooler than being cool? (Ice cold!)
I can't hear ya!
I say what's, what's cooler than being cool? (Ice cold!)
Alright! (15x)

Okay now, ladies! (Yeah!)
Now we gon' break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thing down for nothin!
Now I wanna see ya'll on ya'll baddest behavior!
Lend me some sugar!
I am your neighbor!
Ah! Here we go! Uh!

Shake it, sh-shake it (Oh oh!)
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Sh-shake it (Oh oh!)
Shake it like a polaroid picture
Shake it, sh-shake it (Hey ya!)
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it (Shake it sugar!)
Shake it like a polaroid picture

(Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Sh-shake it
Shake it like a polaroid picture
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it, shake it
Shake it, sh-shake it
Shake it like a polaroid picture)

Now all Beyonce's and Lucy Lui's and baby dolls
Get on the floor
Get on the floor
You know what to do
You know what to do
You know what to do

Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya
Hey Ya.. Hey Ya....

Ok sad i know... but i love this song... its the new macarena!!! haha j/k Natty, do you want your paperclip back??

will be on cell for next couple hours

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 20:02:28 GMT

phone number- 858.531.4200.... please call or else i will go insane. livvi, ali need numbers from you pronto. Call me k

like Ali i am on an updating spree

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 18:40:59 GMT

Listening to music BORED AS HELL!!! Call me PLEASE... i am dying here.
I love you all, cept Ariel... god damn stupid fricking bitch who needs to lose... i'll just stop here. find a happy place... with cute little bunnies. ok im good. I love you ALI and LIVVI!

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 17:40:33 GMT

this is creepy... i typed in volleyball in the user name and the person's name was Samantha.... weird

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

funny quotes

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 16:04:27 GMT

They call it PMS because Mad Cow Disease was already taken.
Inside me is a thin woman screaming to ge out.... I can usually keep the bitch quiet with chocolate
I don't believe that shoes and practical belong in the same sentence
I didn't realize that when I met Mr. Right his first name was Always
Those are my principles. If you don't like them I have others.
I'm not offended by dumb blonde jokes, because I know i'm not dumb, and i know im not blonde~Dolly Parton
Laugh and the world laughs with you... cry and your mascara runs
Good Girls go to heaven. Bad Girls go to paris...rome...
Everyones crazy except you and me... and im starting to wonder about you.
Sometimes i think i understand everything and then i regain consciousness

My new icon!!! YAY!

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 15:34:59 GMT

I love my new icon.... its so eddie izzard! My favorite comedian of all fucking time... besides SNL people, and Rowan Atkinson. Anyways, Ariel only heard of eddie izzard through me, and then shes like all into him, but that was after he became cool, like after he was on broadway. Whereas my mom has liked him since the beginning. Sorry this sorta stuff is a sore point with me. Anyways... yay! Livvi and i are doing wired. Any suggestions for a song?? I was watching Alanis Unplugged and it was really good. Maybe we should do her. I mean not literally, haha, Natalie. Its so cliched he would devirginize you (her word not mine) on prom night of his senior year. In a hotel room. It would be picture perfect... ya natty.... and totally like illegal.

Livvi, anyone

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 23:03:18 GMT

we should totally do the Wired show. It'll be fun. get mr. g to play guitar. it'd be totally rad. like OMG!

Hoop it up night... oh ya

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 19:24:15 GMT

Ok i admit i know absatively posalutely NOTHING about basketball, but last night was really fun. Just ask natty, I was screaming and shouting about random things... and swearing like a sailor. I know now what a field goal, a fre throw, and a foul are. Oh ya and one and one. WOOHOO!!!!!

Jesus Christ Ariel! Must you always be a drama queen. You get so mad at people for being intolerant to Jews and then you are intolerant toward livvi. YOu should at least get to know her before you call her a whore and shit.

you are either a record nerd or not a scenester at
all. you are the coolest of the bunch. bravo,
dude.

what type of lame scenester are you?
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who...:
are you?: sammy
are your best friends?: dunno
do you love?: Oh mon amour.... est le mounsieur de jacuzzi
do you hate?: the selbinator and Ariel
can you trust most?: my kitty
would you call if you woke up and found one arm missing?: The CIA
is the sexiest (apart from your boy/girl friend)?: i have a long list: Johnny Depp, eric, james, kirk (sorta)
do you have most in common with?: used to be zoe..not nemore i guess
would you throw in a meat grinder?: the selbinator
do you admire?: Natalie... she knows bball
what...:
are your bad habits?: obsessing over guys
is your favourite band?: uh... i dunno i have a bunch
sense (sight touch etc) would you lose if you had to?: smell
gender are you?: female
did you dream last night?: i had a weird dream where i was a basketball court
do you think of george bush?: I hate him
is the biggest mistake you've made?: falling for jacuzzi
'special' skills do you have?: being sarcastic, being a bitch, being stupid
is you're biggest pet peeve?: when people get stoned
colour is your room?: blue and green
should you do more of but don't?: not make jokes about people even though im joking.
is your best quality?: my ability to rise above ariel ollman
least?: my ability to say things at the wrong time
celebrity would you push off the face of the planet?: J. Ho
cartoon character is most like you?: cosmo
country do you wanna live in?: Australia (we want rulers with aussie genes, not distant british kings and queens)
colour are your socks?: white
do you never leave home without (apart from shoes)?: i would say a bag.

How..:many people have you kissed?: thats between me and them
many cds do you own?: quite a few
long can you sit in science and just, listen?: about 2/3 of doubles
many piercings do you have?: none
do you get someones attention?: yell their name
smart are you?: not very
confident?: im ugly (please don't poke me with a stick natty)
long have you known your best friend?: i have no friends
is avril lavigne so full of herself?: shes ugly she needs to die
old are you?: 14
many siblings do you have?: 3
often do you get drunk?: hahahahaha u make me laugh oh naive one
do you feel about religion?: Jesus did exist...
long can you hold your breath: do i look like i would be dorky enough to find out? please thats a rhetorical question

where...:
were you born?: newport beach
is your favourite place to just piss about?: the bathroom?
is your favourite place to shop?: everywhere
is the computer in your house?: which one?
would you go if you ran away?: Natalie's dads... haha
is the worst place you've ever been?: brenda's old house
the best?: uh. i dunno
would you like to be right now?: in del mar
can you see yourself in 10 years?: A moviestar
are you spending new year?: at a concert
was the first place you remember visiting?: nursery school
do you work?: school
are you going after this?: Homework!!! YA

Life is a facsimile of a sham

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 02:39:10 GMT

Ok... why thats my subject i have no idea. I dunno...life is just like that... ya know? God Dang it all... i have to do french...o yay! Im ecstatic and giddy! I'm ebbing and flowing (while making strange hand gestures). Yesterday alli told me that she gets an erection around me. Am slightly scared by my friends new outlook on life. Have decided that maybe she is attracted to women... move away slowly and take a deep breath.

G2g i lurve you all

Bored... still

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 01:25:43 GMT

I feel bad as have just found out that the i hate emo kid was not fabio...shit. Oh well. Today was boring... thats about it. I hate John Selby... HAHA chicken soup!! NOT! geez that kid is annoying. Anyways, our english sub is a bitch i hate her... g2g bye